im sick again! dont noe why but i think me and the doc got fate. one month have to see him at least 3 times. ahhh.. so irritating. ):
today stayed at home.. slpt till arnd 2+ and ate my breakfast. or shld i sae lunch? :x haha.. did my hw and all. dont really feel like studying cus was feeling quite sick. papa bought crap home! hehs. didnt eat much either. no appetide. wahlao.. suay.
stupid lar. i still have to do jian bao for chinese..
nth much to blog anw.
oh yar.. yesterdae went to tm to see xinmin and her sis singing competition. so cool. we waited for so long lor. she told me arnd 230. me and jas eat damn fast jus to rush to see her. in the end she arnd 330 then come out. kuckoo. but was nice. (: their dance was nice too. haha.. voted quite alot for her.
oh yar.
why cant i breathe thru diaphragm.
passion. 10:10 PM
argh. today jain didnt come again. he went ns. tonnes of homework to finish. so dead x_x
anw,
im so pissed today. i just cant fucking hell comprehen. why pple can sacriface for something that is not so impt than sacriface something that is far more impt. so, ask u come for band prac is like asking u to fly. there is always reasons and excuses. not say i din let u off when u have tuition ok. i noe that u are quite busy. but come on. im busy too kays.. all of us are. all of us are lack of slp. so, sectionals are damn bloody hell unimportant lor. is that wad u think. if u can push back ur tuition bcus u wan to buy something, i don see why the hell u cant push back ur tuition for sectionals. furthermore, u cant attend all band prac. i dont noe.. jus feel so ridiculous. if u don feel like coming cus of some particular reason. i think u mite as well quit.
own batch. pple from own batch.. i always have been thinking that our batch is the most enthu bandits ever. but i always thot i was right, till this year. something prove that im so wrong. jus so wrong.
photocopied scores todae. the machine sucks. got stucked so many times, me and jenni have difficulty pulling out the MISFEED paper. wth. anw, finally done with the 2 scores. yay!
im tired. ahhh. but still feel like reading ai zai bi fang! heh heh.
i love NAN (:
:x heh heh
passion. 12:48 AM
its so lameee!
hahas. ai zai bi fang so nice. nvm.. i rent it myself. shant wait for that mumu to lend me. she take years to bring the book! and i cant wait. :x
morning went to sch with lai, took taxi there. den practice for a while and went to the thumps up centre there to plae fanfare for the minister. the channel news asia pple was there filming. are we in the news??!?! haha. :x lols. went back sch immediately after that and played another fanfare when the minster reach our sch. den kip instrument and went to watch the concert for a while. have food! all of us were so damn hungry. hahs. and we finally had something to eat. (: yay. went to bedok with ade to rent comics. den haf tuition at 5. hai.. so tired.
anw, i tried doing a maths jus now and is so damn difficult. i dunno lar. dunno is i tired canot think or i really cant do. cus alot of ques is a do b4. i noe the steps but when i work out the ans is not right. check and check again. im so dulan ok.
tml going to collect newspaper. =.= wanted to slp more de leh. wahlao.. haha.. den afta that gonna do chem with wanting. ahh.. sian si lar.
ok.. gonna read finish comic first. taaaa.
passion. 12:33 AM
finally.. exam finished! yay. no more exam pieces! no more the same boring old songs. can play other nice nice song le. wheeee (:
wahaha. today got ss test.. i think i flung again. do wrongly, think is not reliability. then i go write. ahhhh. nvm.. i nv expect my ss esp source base to pass anw. haha..
no assembly, so stay in class and discuss about the bazaar thing. dunno wad to sell. but guessed they have come up with some ideas. hmms. not bad.. heh.
after school went to band store for awhile.. and hoh, the pris dono wads wrong with her. hahaa.. kip saying he v cute!! then when pple ask whu. she will sae DONWAN TELL U! ahh bish. hahaa.. :x:x i noe whu! ahhh. yang ta bah! zhi de yang. :p haha.
i 2 reach home le! haha.. wah. its like once in a blue moon so early reach home. i everytime reach home earliest is 6. so, feel abit wierd :s went to take exam. the examiner quite frenly, but i damn scared. not becus of my playing. but, i scared i cant understand what he toking. cus he tok damn chim. i tried tried tried my best to listen but some i still don get it. so, i end up smiling at him. :x hahaha. i think he noe lar. thats why he repeat his ques. =.= stupid leh. oh yah, and his tummy is big!
stuuuuuupiiiiiid aural lar. the 4/4 time then i count rongly, so i sae 3/4. and he gimme a farnie look. suck suck suck. stumble abit while playing the pieces. and scales! i got stucked in F MINOR HARMONIC SCALE! WTH.
after that actually wana go back sch but mama don allow. hai
fine. went to cut hair. ehh. jus trim.. wana do hmwk later! (: gonna practice my maths today!
passion. 6:47 PM
nothing much today.. actually dont wan to come online, but have to find picture for chinese compo. its so lame.. she wan us to find comic or wadever pic and write a compo about that. and its for shuo ming wen. you dao li meh? its like.. shuo ming wen is something quite formal and serious but end up... zZz. nvm
today went to find mr im for some bio stuffs. den went to band store practice awhile. ahhh. high notes still as sucked, and i can barely breathe through diaphragm. but i will keep trying! yay.
went for piano lesson after that. so scary. this coming friday is exam and i cant even play scale and song properly.. ahhh. summore canot go for the speech day rehearsal. ): anw, its also better to finish the exam lar. at least dont haf to practice the same old song again and again. and i can start my theory! wheee
jus finish doing hw.
and finish studying abit of heart and waves and moles. 3 sci. ahhh.
kill me bah.
cant even do my maths properly. and i din even spend time on it.
wads rong with me..
hais
passion. 12:01 AM
zzz. wake up at 8 for tuition.. damn tired! almost cancel it. :x papa keep nagging like crazy. heck.. then went to eat breakfast. came home slp ah! :x from 11-4 v long hoh?
wale up pia homework ler. (:
watch abit of vcd. papa watch then tempt me also. haha.. studied bio. but nvr study phy and do maths. ahhhhhhh. die liao. my maths like shit. today tuition then like almost dono how to do. hais.
pris is singing like a baichi here. :s
hahaha. i wan go slp le. damn tired.. BYE~!
passion. 12:09 AM
im so tired! jus came back from bugis. at first thot im going to go home alone, which is so scary :x but the end have pple pei me. yay. (: alrite lar. the concert was not bad. quite funny and meaningful..
morning had band. me n lai was early! reach at arnd 7.30.. took a taxi there. opps! haha. den went to do drills. i prefer the drills we did today to the past few drills actually. cus this is the onli drills that look like drills. if we v v v slack den wads the pt of doing drills. jus wasting the time. yeah. hais. my clar got prob again.. i dunno wads wrong but shld be something wrong cus of suspension or wadsoever. hen chim de.. okays. played marches and had section meeting. was quite happy after clearing things up i guessed. at least now i dont wan to see first second and thirds. i wan to see the whole section bond, clarinets, bond together.
after band went to eat mac with pris and kari. talked quite alot of crap and they lead me to the wrong bus stop! bishhhh. hahaha.. actually is also i stupid la.
nv do anything today.
so damn pathetic. gonna study tml.
i promise myself to. (:
passion. 12:47 AM
kyan came back! *cheerss!
morning went to bought mac muffin with lai. then took bus to sch. saw someone again.. omg. wad happened to the both of us. shldnt be so suay rite. :s hahas.. ok. den went to the hall for the tok. din bring the development hand book. i think i lost one of them. ): heck lar. hais.. irritating.
afta sch did maths proj. dunnoe wad happen to ade. doesnt feel like toking.. hahas. cheer up man! (: smile. den went to have sectionals. practice marches and abit of grease. my clar got probs again. dunnoe wads wrong. fustrated ah!!
den afta that went home with adeline. have tuition at 7+ ahh. chiong back and had dinner. wah. i need oxygen for my brain again! is sooooo tiring. wanted to call pris. but i guessed she is asleeep like a pig. xP hahha.
go slp. tml got listening compre. byebye
stranger. (:
passion. 12:34 AM
i studied bio! (: ding ding!
today damn tired, dozed of in class quite a few times. ahh. :x jain haven come back yet. then mrs neo came to our class and teach us summary and sae tml we are going to have a test. =.= wth. my summary suck to the core. argh..
afta sch got new south wales. totally suck up my brain juice. the first 20 ques still okay. until the last few ques i canot think! and the open ended ones. i guess mine all wrong.. whu cares. i paid for it ok. :p
went to band store. wanted to photocopy score but in the end all teachers went for meeting at avt. so, canot photocopy again. bcus no one was at the staff room ): hais.. prac piano abit. but in the end, i still played like shit for teacher. :x
reach home do hw! yay. im guai. (: den online for a while. sian.. think now going do abit of maths. den can have swt dreams le.
wah piang. my dad so damn the hell irritating. again, he said i wasnt listening to wad he saying. again, he said i ignore him like nobody business. hey. but he was toking crap. ive no mood ok.. tired leh. siaoo.. ive to entertain u everytime meh. shut up lar.
nvr be forget.
wun care anymore.
passion. 11:28 PM
have oral today!! ahhh. omg.. was quite scary but din reallie feel that nervous. at least not as nervous as i expected. (: heh. so its still alrite. im the first one.. get it over and done. yay. im happie.. hahas. went to band after that.. alrite lar. things seems to be better i hopr but there is still stuffs that are going on. when will it end? i dont know. dont seems to care either, im jus too tired i guessed.
went home and did my hw. im always so guai as usual xP hahas. but in prac my piano, neither did i study bio. ahh! im sad. but its ok.. wheeee
i shall go slp. nono. read finish one chapt then slp! tata
- i feel so far away..
passion. 11:48 AM
ahhh.
tml is chi oral
die die die..
i nvr prac ):
wish me luck!
yay. i hope i can do it (:
passion. 12:54 AM
tired. sch was ok.. hmms. after sch went for meeting. dunno whether we have cleared up anot. but i hope we did. hais.. slack at band store for a while den went to bbt and went adeline house with matt. hhas. he brought his new fone to sch! read comic at ade house. haha.. actually wanted to study, but in the end didnt. quite lame. heck :x
went home at arnd 8+ nth to do.. was v v tired. played some piano pieces and fall aslp. :x until ho peng you called me. heh. -*skip
tired. tml still got cross country. not running. think going to walked with ade yak gj they all. ahhas.. sian
i dont care.
quote "i love all of u"
so, love = backstab?
chim logic.
mus figure out..
don forget. im dumb (:
passion. 12:59 AM
oh yar.
not to forget..
i passed to her the leather legature!
yay.
jus let her sae whatever she wans.
cus i simply don care!
i guessed. (:
passion. 12:52 AM
yay. (: 7th nite of july!
nth much today.. pe tok alot of crap. went back to class. tired man.. jain nvr come for arnd one week.. hmms. heard that he's hospitalised. ): ahhh. wanna go visit him! :x
afta sch pei yak to bbt shop. den saw hweifung! ahhh.. we were like so excited. ok. den saw ehh ehh.. and azfar!! (: heex. talked cock. ehh. why they nvr go ban instrument huh?
okk. went back sch haf sectionals. quite slack actually. ehh. i din noe some of u not aware of the sectionals today. sorry.. <:( but i did informed the pple arnd me! so.. i dono why chuiwen is not informed. hmmms..
alrite. dragged hx to teach yuhui how to play bass clar. hahaa. yay. den later went home with ade and xiuling. stupid lor. at the bus stop someone sent me. "jiayi, do u noe whu am i?" ok. obviously i noe. (: ahhh. im being lame.
byebye.
no hope.
thats wad i think..
passion. 12:44 AM
papa is damn irritating! he's now nagging like hell now ok. damn lar. slp slp slp.. AHH!! i alreadi v fan................. ):
today nth much. band (: heh. play grease and tijuana brass. hais. suck.. playing really suck. squeak and canot follow. argh.. den some pple haf stupid att. ok..
skip*
jus finish hw. tok to ho peng you on da fone!
now going slp le.
promise tml will be early. (:
passion. 9:34 AM
ahh. wake up so early today.. went to study with jasmin. yay! i did study k. phy and chem. den jasmin make honey for me. ahh! inside got ant and she ask me drink it. :s hahaha. anw thanks! cus of my stupid cough. non stop de. hmms.. we study halfway went to tm eat lunch.. pizza :x hmms. wah. shop arnd for a while den went to take neoprint. ahhh. the stupid machine. eat our 8 bucks ok. wth. cus we din wait for the damn hour glass to disappear before we put the money in. ok. im so pissed!
wanted to go home afta that.. den saw someone that i din wish to see. hmmms. i don getit. can go shopping on 2 consecutive day and canot go band in the morning for jus a few hours? ahhh. ok. i shall not assume. but, something is amiss rite?
went home had tuition. a maths totally sucked up all my brain juice! ): but i understand abit bit more. (: heh. jus finish hw. now going slp le. if not tml sure doze off in class. haha. tata!
passion. 12:27 AM
ahh. went to meet ade. sorry i was so late. :x haha.
went there with the 3 guys.. ehhs. but they were quite funny. then me kari and ade become anti social.. jus sit by the sea and talk. nvr reallie join in with the class. but.. hais. dunnoe. guessed all of us were not in the mood. sorry. then later stomach pain like hell.. dunno why.
ok.. afta that.. wanted to go bowling but adeline canot.. her father coming to fetch her. so the 3 guys came again. pei her wait for her dad. den went home.
my cousin here. so tired. tml gonna study whole day and have tuition also. sian rite.
ahh. im pissed.. i dunno. is like how many times mus i repeat to get your concept abcolutely right. i alreadi said. is switching arnd not transfering who to which part. come on lar. wads with the first and second again.. its irritating u noe. pls get the concept right. really. is first so impt? or is 2nd too diu lian for u. why. cus 2nd is jus too easy? the notes are so low that u can plae without even squeezing ur lungs. the part is too easy that u don even need a second glance? so, wads wrong. tell me.. wads the problem. or worse. wad u unhappy about.
ok. finish.. (:
passion. 12:23 AM
long time no post. :x
yay. yesterday went to chalet, cousin 21st birthday. hmms.. went bowling for a while. heex! reach home more sick. today even worse, but later going to class bbq. meeting adeline at arnd 4+ finally finish eng compre and maths 6.1.. first time i did it myself!! im so happy. heex. but i think sure got alot of mistakes. hmms. nvm. learn (:
hen sian. sleep a lot recently.. hahaa.. later canot eat bbq food. ahhh wth..
suck. tml have tuition and mama wan me to stae at home study. i wan watch initial D again! ):
passion. 3:38 PM
im so damn disappointed.
how can a so good fren be like that.
i dunnoe.
passion. 4:06 AM
ahh.
im jealous!
ok.. stop being stupid.
bye. (:
passion. 6:46 PM
